I would hitch hike to a far away place with one the pills that will kill me and find a remote wood on a hill top with a massive view so I could see the world in it’s vastness and where no one would find my body. I will leave this note. You will not find me but I am in a better place now. Don’t look for me. That is my final wish.Just know that no one can betray me or ignore me or hurt me any more and all the pain I feel from him giving me this disease will be gone. I wasn’t mean for this world or any world. I wasn’t meant to exist nor have I ever anted too. I hope the world enjoyed my music and words and art. I hope the people that benefited from my existence will go one benefiting from my having been born and existing. I however never did. And that is why I am no more. It’s not romantic or sad or hateful or anything. It’s just death. Don’t be confused by it. Just go through all that you will go through with me gone but make sure it is positive and that you find enlightenment from this some how. You all have been selfish for wanting me to stick around in this misery and despicable world full of everything disgusting foul act of humanity. Let me Go. I need rest. I am exhausted and I can’t go on.
CELESTIAL - THE GLASS GHOST - PHILDEL